The “Missing” Connection – Trusting Self

4.1.22 10.25a ‘Oh God! It’s not that I don’t believe you! It’s that I don’t trust that I’m hearing you. Why is that? Will you heal me of it?’ “Yes, I certainly will.” ‘Why do you always have to be asked?’ “I don’t always. However it’s best to ask so you are aware of the situation […]

I AM SET FREE!

It’s been a while since I posted. I’ve been going thru some stuff. The last of my molestors died in August. My dad. I have learned a LOT. I have made a flower essence called Rite of Passage and I’ve made one for dealing with the anger and hurt for when your molester dies. I’ll […]

What a RELIEF To Finally Say It! 9.10.21

What a RELIEF to finally say it OUT LOUD. My earthly Dad molested me! My earthly mother abandoned me, neglected me, emotionally abused me. She’s still alive in body, in Elk Grove, Ca. WHAT A DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY! And it continues with those that are without Jesus that are still alive. So this is my entry […]

My Dad’s Body Died Last Nite

Well, my Dad’s body died last nite, Aug 17. The one who molested me, talked dirty to me, called me names, cussed me out. The one who ghosted me so many times when he couldn’t get his way, I’ve lost count. The last time being 2015, when he told me how stupid I was that […]

Just Because God Tells One Person Something

Just because God tells one person something, doesn’t mean that He’s telling you. We need to search out for ourselves, what the Lord is telling each of us, individually. We should take time and sit with the Lord every, single, day. Spending time with the Lord should be the most important thing we do first […]

5.7.18 What Prayer Does, Activating Angels, Forgiving, About Heaven

5.7.18 A Very Emotional Lesson on Forgiving, Angels, Prayer and Heaven ‘Jesus, I know that I’m 8 now. Why did I say on May 4th that I didn’t know what heaven was like? Because I’ve been there with you.’ Jesus, “You forget sometimes honey. It’s okay. Everyone does. Those are times with me, most people […]

In the Natural We Listen, In the Spiritual, We Hear

7.13.21 Open the eyes of my heart Lord. Ps 89.34 “We are in covenant Janine. I won’t break my promise or take back anything I have said to you. I started my “confessions”, my daily reading of scriptures. Immediately I started to cry, because I started getting scared, because I feel and see what’s going […]

4.26 thru 4.28 2018 Healing the Little Ones, Anger, The Cork Road

4.26.18 God’s word God’s word is true. When we speak it, it comes to pass. Why does it not come to pass quickly? Because we live in a sinful world. We live in a world that is ruled for a time by Satan. We don’t fight against flesh and blood. We fight against principalities and […]

Holy Spirit vs THE Holy Spirit. Differentiating between the two 6.4.21

Holy Spirit vs THE Holy Spirit, how to differentiate between the two. 6.4.21 NOTE: I talk a LOT with the Lord. He and I have conversations, whole convos. Because it’s not ‘he said’, ‘she replied’, I get lost in re-reading. So I use single quotes to denote me speaking and double quotes to denote the […]

Holy Spirit – What is blaspheme, Sacrilege? 6.3.21

I don’t remember how I thought of Holy Spirit the first time I was trying to figure this out. Then I changed it to God and Jesus were mute, so they couldn’t talk. Now I see them as a three-headed giant heart. God, Jesus, Holy Spirit are three in one. For me, THIS is the […]