My Son

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J, my son, was 11.5, when I sent him to live with his dad. For years his dad had nagged and hammered me to send him, saying J would be better off with him. So when he was 11.5, the Lord said “Send him.” I asked, ‘what about You? Going to church? Any of that?’ […]

I AM SET FREE!

It’s been a while since I posted. I’ve been going thru some stuff. The last of my molestors died in August. My dad. I have learned a LOT. I have made a flower essence called Rite of Passage and I’ve made one for dealing with the anger and hurt for when your molester dies. I’ll […]

Anger -What it is, how it works, what it does

Anger, what is is, how it works and what to do about it. It’s time to say goodbye to anger in your life! Many decades ago, I was at my step sister’s house. The adults bedroom was behind the kids bedroom. In other words, you had to go through the kids room to get to […]

What a RELIEF To Finally Say It! 9.10.21

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What a RELIEF to finally say it OUT LOUD. My earthly Dad molested me! My earthly mother abandoned me, neglected me, emotionally abused me. She’s still alive in body, in Elk Grove, Ca. WHAT A DYSFUNCTIONAL FAMILY! And it continues with those that are without Jesus that are still alive. So this is my entry […]

Memories – Tucked In A Letter

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This is a letter from my Dad I saved from Jan 1976. I will write it out in its entirety. For one, the Lord has called [told] me to be transparent in everything about me. It’s taken me 3 years, but I finally came around to His desires. The other, because maybe my sister needs […]

Movin’ On, Be Happy, Divorce, Letting Go!

Divorce means you move on. You leave the area, you leave the sphere of influence someone had over your life, in your emotions. Letting Go, movin’ on, going forth. Be happy, be set free today! My Dad’s body died August 17, 2021. We were estranged. His choice, because he couldn’t control me any longer since […]

My Dad’s Body Died Last Nite

Well, my Dad’s body died last nite, Aug 17. The one who molested me, talked dirty to me, called me names, cussed me out. The one who ghosted me so many times when he couldn’t get his way, I’ve lost count. The last time being 2015, when he told me how stupid I was that […]

Just Because God Tells One Person Something

Just because God tells one person something, doesn’t mean that He’s telling you. We need to search out for ourselves, what the Lord is telling each of us, individually. We should take time and sit with the Lord every, single, day. Spending time with the Lord should be the most important thing we do first […]

Women, Eve, Satan, Adam, Men – Submission

Women and the rest. The scenario: someone comes over to me and says I see that there was a rat around your van. Yeah both me and my husband saw this rat going around your van at the bottom and then we saw it go underneath and it must have gone up into your van […]

In the Natural We Listen, In the Spiritual, We Hear

7.13.21 Open the eyes of my heart Lord. Ps 89.34 “We are in covenant Janine. I won’t break my promise or take back anything I have said to you. I started my “confessions”, my daily reading of scriptures. Immediately I started to cry, because I started getting scared, because I feel and see what’s going […]